yea yea another dumbass poem im sry lol

try to push u away
try to leave u behind
try so hard
cant get u outa mah mind

losing strength
losing control
cant think straight
lost my soul

played the game
lost it all
cant recover
from this fall

gambled away
my last hope
god im stupid
wut a dope

nothing is perfect
nothing is fine
just laying there
thinking bout dying

wut would it be like
to lose my spirit
will my life flashback
will i see it?

if thats really true
just show me one part
where we first fell in love
from the very start